He’s pissed me off
He’s pissed me off
So, my bio dad has been trying to be in my life more and more since he hasn’t been there for me as much as i’ve wanted. Today, him and I talked and I was telling him about how stressful it is living with my mom. So he’s gonna talk to my step mom about letting me live with them for a little while.
Anonymous asked: well "he" has some huge tits
and they’ll be gone soon.
Anonymous asked: What is your friends name that you added a pic of a week ago?
His name is Dev. Yes, he is a he, and no I will not give his real name.
Anonymous asked: i love nutting to you but all these new pics are an over load holly shit, post some of these on xtube
i’m sorry, I don’t think i’ll be posting on xtube again.
Today is the first day in a week that I’ve felt good
ok, i’m not answering your “asks” i’m puting this in a post. No, i’m not posting on xtube anymore [never had any videos anyway] my nudes on here are for my Daddy/Dom, no, they will not stop me from getting a job.
Now, on being genderfluid, it IS a real thing, and it IS what I am. I am neither male nor female, I am both. Don’t like it, then you can fuck off.
I am bisexual. All you bible pushing christians saying i’m going to hell for liking the same gender, let me tell you this. My uncle, who is a preacher, knows i’m bi, and genderfluid, this is what he says “god just wanted you to be different, he loved you and thought of you as a special gift. He didn’t want to keep you from knowing both genders, but he couldn’t give you two bodies to live it. He’s sorry for this. Now, bisexuality, is a gift. Jesus was bisexual. He loved men and women alike. Being bi means that god loves you enough to give you more of a chance of finding, and feeling true love. You’re not going to hell, don’t worry. I’ll make sure you cross those pearly gates, and so will god.”
Now, why is it that my uncle, who was raised and taught that being bi or gay, was a sin, can accept me and everyone in the world for who they are, and all of you asshats tell me to kill myself?
Being this way isn’t a choice I had. I didn’t wake up one day and say “you know, I think i’ll be genderfluid” or “I think i’ll be bi” no! I went through years of confusion and therapy, bullying, I went through hell with my family because they didn’t know how to help. 19 almost 20 years of hell. I’m not going to hell cause i’ve already lived it.
One last thing before I get off and talk to my Daddy/Dom. I’m really a nice person, if you saw past my born gender, and my shyness, or even my sexuality, you’d know this. Instead of telling me i’m going to hell, or that I need to kill myself, why not ask questions about me? Ask what i’ve gone through and how I found out what all I am.
I’m Tabitha/Chris, a 19 year old genderfluid [born with female body] type one diabetic. It’s nice to meet you. I hope we can be friends.
I’m feelin worse today than I’ve been feelin all weekend. And to think, today’s the day I was gonna come out, but I don’t want the bitching while my head is throbbing -sighs- tumblr people, looks like our secret stays our secret for a little while longer.
I get to see my boyfriend soon, like, for a whole week, my mom’s letting him stay with us for a whole week! I’m crying my eyes out…in a good way…cause like…I get to hold him in my arms and hug him and kiss him, finally. I just, I can’t wait. Plus he’s buying me gifts cause he knows I haven’t been feeling the happiest lately, i’m like…gahh…-runs around and died of joy-
when did I change from someone who was always happy, smiling, and could make friends with a tree, to someone who hates herself, cries everynight, and can’t even walk out of her house without breaking down?
I was told that I should be open and honest with my Master, but when I was, I got scolded and now may have lost him. He said he’s not my therapist and isn’t my best friend, there’s a line and I crossed it -starts crying- I’m so confused and lost right now. I don’t know what to do.